A couple days ago, I did something on here I once promised I’d never do again—I deleted my last post. And then I deleted the one before that. It was a couple days after Donald Trump won the Presidential election and I was feeling stunned and angry (still am) but also naive, arrogant & despondent. I just couldn’t stand looking at these posts anymore.
The first is from November 5 with a wink-nod to the ‘obvious’ victor (Hillary); and the second from the night of the election when the writing was on the wall
I confess I’ve been looking at this from two different viewpoints. I worry what Trump and the GOP have in store for this country, but I’m scared for myself too. If it hadn’t been for accessibility to affordable health insurance, I never would’ve left my job with UPMC. (Though at the time, it didn’t feel like a choice.) There’s a lot of talk about ‘repeal & replace’ of Obamacare, but no one knows what that means. I don’t care what Trump claims, I have a feeling the repeal will come a lot sooner than the replace.
I have a feeling there IS no replace.
(And after the year I’ve had with kidney stones & TMJ, with trips to 2 emergency rooms, I just can’t imagine going without.)
Frankly, I’m exhausted with all of it. I’ve been trying to stay off Facebook, where a couple former classmates are overjoyed and happily rubbing Democrats noses in it; meanwhile, other Trumpeteers are giving long, tiresome speeches on how we should all be thinking and behaving. Even the Hillary supporters are wearing me down, angrily pointing out over & over how we’re all fudged and “look what Trump is doing NOW” as if it will make a difference.
I will say I’m trying my best to understand why things happened the way they did. The more I hear & read of former miners, autoworkers & other blue collar workers not just wanting change but desperate for it, I get why they voted the way they did. It helps with the anger some (mine, at least). I just hope they’re not the ones who get punished most for choosing who they did.
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